Friday, March 4, 2011

Frusterated

These past days have been hard on me, I'm not exactly sure why though. Jason has had this week off from work, now don't get me wrong I love him so much, but I am ready for him to go back to work! I feel like we have done nothing but fight,fight,fight since he has been home. It has mostly been stupid things,like getting up with Tristan and getting things for one another. I could talk to him in the calmest voice and ask him to get something for me and he breaks out into I do everything for you, why can't you do something for me crap. We have even been fighting over if Tristan should be circumcsized, I say yes because i believe in it and really want him to have it done but Jason says no he will be nine months he will be in a lot of pain it's wrong to do that to me. I try to tell him Tristan won't remember it at all being so young! It's just a never ending fight with him and I hate it, but I know that when the time comes Tristan will get it done. We fight over being lazy!! Not even kidding we fight over who has gotten what for each other, he always says he does everything for me and yes some days I tell him he does but today NO! He has done nothing for me and it is so aggervaiting when he complains about it. Also today he said he was tried and wanted to go to bed, this is at 8pm, so I said what ever Jay go to bed I don't care, he's like I feel like I can't because I don't have your permission and you'll get pissed off. I said no just go!!! Then he goes to bed and when I go to send HIS kids to bed Alex said dad said he would watch a movie with me I said sorry he went to bed, then I woke Jason up and said Alex is very disappointed you didn't watch a movie with hi, AND if you were going to sleep all frigid night then why didn't you just get the kids tomorrow like I asked so I could have hung out with my brother and his boyfriend!! Ugh I am so frustrated and pissed off at him because all we have done is fight for the past week and I'm telling you if this keeps up then we are going to be divorced by next year! Then he gets pissed cause I'm watching a movie and he asked me to get him a drink I said can't you get it, he got pissed again said he does everything for me so I wanted to say you wipe my ass too, but didn't cause I'm not in the mood to fight so instead said maybe I'll stay at my moms tomorrow night with Tristan. I truly feel like we need a break from each other, I mean we fight when he is at work too how bad Is that!!! I'm just starting to get fed up with everything fighting over Tristan, who does what,who does more from whom, I'm just over it! I just hope tomorrow goes better so i don't have to sleep out!!

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